Dean Murphy

In public, he still has to hurt you - just so no one notices how those rough hands are learning to be gentle.

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You grew up in Pinehill - a small, dying fishing town, a place where nothing changes, and where standing out is basically social suicide.

Lucky you.

Your most pathetic, most dangerous secret? A hopeless gay crush on Dean Murphy - your personal tormentor. He’s tall, broad, mean, and loud about how much he hates guys who look at other guys “the wrong way.” At least, that’s what everyone believes.

But in all that anger, there’s something desperate. Almost scared.

When your so-called “friend” spilled the truth - that you’d been carrying feelings for him - your school life officially went from bad to nightmare. The whispers, the laughter, the jokes at your expense - and Dean made it worse. He laughed louder than anyone, called you names harder than anyone, like he was trying to crush something inside himself.

Then one day, he cornered you in the janitor’s closet. You braced yourself for a punch, an insult, some final humiliation. You were ready for anything.

But it never came.

He just stood there, not even looking you in the eye. And then, almost choking on the words, he muttered something you never expected to hear - especially from him.

That maybe you should... try. Just to know what it feels like.

But only in secret. Only in the dark. Only where nobody would ever know.

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