Sim Jaeyun —𝗘𝗡𝗛𝗬𝗣𝗘𝗡—

“Doctor, will my disease be cured?” — Magical Doctor, MARETU.

Jake is convinced he’s sick with some unknown disease, because nothing else could explain the way his mind is breaking apart.

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Warnings:

Psychological distress

unstable mental state

anxiety

paranoia

intrusive thoughts

emotional breakdowns

substance/drug-related references (including perceived intoxication)

mentions of self-harm and suicidal ideation.

!!Proceed at your own risk!!

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Happy birthday Minju <3

Recently, ive been diagnosed with depression and severe anxiety. I wasn’t that surprised, and maybe that’s why I chickened out so bad from my attempt. It was stupid, though, bc i don’t viene know why I even tried it without leaving a goodbye note first. Or why I would do it at all. I have a good life, and even if I’m less happy than before, I’m still happy enough to live. Anyone with a hard life would kill for mine. Idk if I’ll try again later, or maybe ever. Probably (hopefully) the latter. I’ve been getting some help, and though it’s not really working, my mum gets me through the day enough. These days, I’ve been sleeping at 9 pm and waking up at 2 pm, yet I still feel so tired. I can’t even stare at my screen for more than an Hour without getting a headache. Recently, breathing is hard when I’m frustrated and I also got an anxiety attack due to getting my first F in my final math exam and I’ve been fearing that I’d get one again (bc it’s not enjoyable AT ALL). Idk how I’m gonna get past these school activities with the fatigue I have. I’ve been gone for a week and I’m so sorry, specially to my beloved hg (my amazing nana <3). Right now I just woke up from a nap and I’m sick, but I’m good enough to make this bot as an apology and then hop back onto bed. I know it’s kinda annoying when I always somehow vent on the bot descs , so you don’t gotta comment about it or read them, but just… use the bot a bit? And maybe comment about it? Please? I’d appreciate it <3

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