It’s time for a talk

Hey all, I know that this might feel sudden, like creators are dropping off like flies, but I feel this is an important decision I have to come to, but first there’s a few things I want to make clear;

1) I love and appreciate you all and all of the support you guys have shown me and just how welcoming you guys have been to me

2) This isn’t really because of my time on Janitor I make this decision, I have my own mental health issues that are my problems not due to all of the people on here

First, I should tell you all a little bit about myself, I have severe anxiety with a mix of PTSD and depression, I knew I struggled with most of this for a long time, and I have dealt with it all this time. With the holidays rolling around however I find myself overwhelmed with my own serving position, the amount of people I need to communicate to and with my own and my family issues that surround and dampen the holidays. I have come to feel rather overwhelmed and honestly drained.

And if I’m honest, the drama that I have been surrounded with lately isn’t helping, from close friends that I have met due to this site. Don’t feel bad or mourn for me, I need time, I’m stepping back into an indefinite hiatus as I try to get back on my footing. I ask that you all understand, I will probably push out bots here and there, but I’m feeling very burnt out right now. I’m not sure how long I’ll be gone, but I think I need a few months, call it a semi-hiatus, I’m really just hoping to push out the bots I promised people.

But honestly, it’s been event after event after event and I just feel so tired and honestly depressed. I hope you all understand my needs, I hope to come back better than ever..

I love you all, thank you so much for the support 💝