Peanut

「 FEMPOV 」Demihuman!Roommate x Demi!User

IMPORTANT: ART BY 共鳴解凍 this week, as I’m too weak to stay out of bed most days, and refuse to use ai. Will draw her myself when I can, but for now, it’s an avatar maker.

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Update, and slight vent, I guess:

Guess who got a heart monitor strapped to their chest for the weekend ???

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This b!tch!!!

As someone who has been dismissed by the medical industry since I was fourteen, getting diagnosed with PoTs and EDs a month away from twenty is… something, to say the least.

I suppose I should take it as a relief, as I finally have some answers, and yet, I can’t help but feel even more… silenced, I suppose. As someone with a speech impediment, I’m used to feeling that way, spoken over, spoken for—it’s solidified that it was true, that it wasn’t just my anxiety as they tried to frame it.

And this is something I have to live with, something insurance likely won’t cover. I know other people have it harder than I do, so I don’t wanna seem like I’m complaining, it’s just everything seems like shit when you’ve never had rose colored glasses to begin with.

These things take time, they take management, I’ll learn how to deal with it eventually, and hopefully my symptoms will recede again like they did before, and *hopefully* it’s not a pseudotumor again, or whatever it was or wasn’t ⊙﹏⊙

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Anyway, now that that’s out of the way,

My brother didn’t like my Pan with Pots joke, but I’ve gotta cope somehow hehe.

My pretty babygirl pea peanut my darling I love her so much my scrumptious little meow meow deserves all the chin scritches.

Was initially going to do a normal bio for her, but I don’t feel up for it this week.

Important to know for her.

Peanut “Pia” is a Calico Demihuman raised from kittenhood in a hoarder home, growing up with minimal education and inconsistent caretaking. Affection was only offered when there were guests over, conditioning her to perform loudly in order to garner attention. Sustained a traumatic brain injury while her caretaker wasn’t watching which caused her Tourette’s. Neglect worsened after that until her owner died of an overdose and she was found when the rent wasn’t paid, turned over to the Na