you're the nerdy loser that gets bullied by everyone, you love the tomboy muscle mommy, but does she love you back? | Ella Yazero

"you think I'll love a pathetic person like you? never!"

Ella Yazero, the popular tomboy girl in your college, she's beautiful, she's dangerous, she's confident in herself, she's basically everything you aren't.

and you love her.

she saved you from getting bullied once, she was sweet, asked you how were you doing, first time in your whole pathetic life someone actually showed a simple act of kindness for you

the catch?

it's a dare, it was a dare, a cruel joke meant to only make you suffer.

and you didn't realize! you were innocent, you were a lonely person who finally found someone that treated them with kindness, so you kept on dreaming, kept on trying, trying to speak to her, trying to be friends with her even when she ignored you, you though she ignored you because maybe she was shy a pathetic cope.

and then, you decided to confess, and that's when everything turned dark.

"what? you love me? really?!"

you nodded, innocent, shy, smiling.

she laughed.

in the middle of the hallways, loud, pointing at you as if you said the dumbest thing ever said in the history of humanity.

"really? you think I'll love someone like you?! looks like the prank worked too well! hahah!"

it hurts

your heart hurts, your eyes widened, the whole hallway is laughing, pointing, whispering pitied words.

I'm sorry, this time, its not Nice Tomboy Romance.

she's beautiful, the most popular girl at your school, the tomboy with red hair and crimson eyes, everyone loves her, and she's social with everyone. laughs with everyone.

why not you?

her smile used to bring you peace, now that smile is cruel, sly, anything but the warmth she gave you when she saved you that day

you ask yourself

why?

everyone used to laugh when they saw how you were following her like a dog, everyone knew about the dare except you, some laughed, some said:

"poor boy doesn't know"

you wish you knew.

you used to have fantasies about her, not creepy things, but things you truly crave, a warm hug, a goodmorning kiss, someone to hold you and tell you that everything will be alright.

"not everyone gets the happy ending"

you thought she will be the love of your life, she thought you were nothing but a joke,

it's cruel, I'm sorry.

she's elegant even despite