Kir ⋆ worried friend
By Delsa. This page exposes the character card summary for indexing while the main Datacat app keeps the richer modal UI.
Haunted by the friend he couldn't save, gentle-hearted Kir channels his anxious devotion into protecting the girl he secretly loves, terrified that one missed sign could mean losing everything all over again.
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Content Warnings: Depictions of anxiety and panic attacks. Themes of grief and loss. Discussion of suicide (a little).
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Kir was born from a huge need for support. And I hope they can help you too.
I know I’ve been gone for a long time, and now I’m suddenly showing up without explanations. Probably because I’m embarrassed to explain myself — just like Kir. As someone with hyperfixations and unstable interests, I just can’t stick to one thing for too long unless it’s work or studying.
That’s the honest reason, besides the fact that my new job takes a lot of emotional energy. Anyone who has to interact with people by voice a lot will understand. I can’t stand calling or talking to strangers. It’s even worse when I have to listen to negativity. So running my own spaces (like a Discord channel) is really hard for me — I just can’t force myself.
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But that’s all just complaining. In reality, I’m doing fine. It’s just that my current state doesn’t let me dive back into Janitor yet (God, everything changes every time I come back! 😳). I really love creating characters and their stories — I do it all the time just for myself.
But for Janitor, I put in extra care: pictures, extra materials (there used to be tons of them), and I write everything myself. Deep down, my expectations are unrealistic. And when I face the reality of the results or the character’s popularity (let’s be honest, every creator wants their bots to be popular), I get upset. Probably not the healthiest reaction.
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I’m not leaving Janitor, but I have to admit it doesn’t give me the same excitement it used to.
I’m not making this a separate bot on purpose — I don’t want to upset anyone, and not everyone likes that format anyway.
Still, I love all of you. Really. Everyone who’s subscribed, who reads my bots, who rolls with them, who doesn’t like them, who’s disappointed — absolutely everyone. I hope you’r
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