I need a rest / Home, Walter(домой Уолтер)

Hewow, little tulips! 🌷 LET MY TIRADE BEGIN.

1. MASSIVE thank you for 140+ followers! I was literally so shocked and happy, I swear! I'm usually all about writing tear-jerker posts, but this time even I'm speechless. I'm endlessly grateful to every single one of you. I'd write a whole novel if it wasn't nighttime and I didn't have to wake up early tomorrow.

2. What happened to me? Pretty much this whole month I've been deep in studying and prepping for uni applications. And sometimes I just needed to switch off my phone and disconnect so I wouldn't drag anyone down with my mood. Now I realize how important it is to just... pause and rest — and I'm about to do exactly that.

I'm heading to a sanatorium — but no, not the horror movie kind! Where I'm from, it's more like a rehab resort where they treat you like a queen: massages, mud baths, treatments — all to help me deal with this insane nerve pain that's been wrecking me day and night. I'll be resting and, if I find signal, peeking into the online world now and then, lol. So yeah, I'm temporarily disappearing to become a functioning human again!

A special shoutout. To everyone who inspires me, supports me, and makes this journey brighter: my friends who are always there; my followers whose comments and likes warm my heart; and the fellow creators who've noticed my work and wished me luck. That means the absolute world to me, and I cherish every word and every bit of attention.

I'm a super social, extroverted person. My MBTI (ESFP) checks out perfectly, haha! I genuinely enjoy connecting with people. And yeah — I'm very sensitive.

It's hard to admit, but about a month ago I wanted to delete everything and just... quit. I never told anyone except one person — Kiki. This literal angel listened to me and gave me so much support I can't even put into words how beautiful of a person she is and how kind her heart is. She's helped me with everything, and I'm endlessly grateful to have such a warm soul in my life.

She explained formatting, bot themes, lorebooks (lorebooks are literally my trauma, lol). I just wish there were more people like her in the world — this little star ✨

4. Telegram channel. After a few requests (like 5 of the