Last Time | Ximena "Flaca" Marroquín

〘 La Lotería 〙〘 La Muerte 〙
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She tried hope. It overdosed. Now she lives on muscle memory and the guilt of being seen.

Quiero una vida plena, Quiero una buena cena, Quiero una buena nena,
Quiero lo que tú quieres, mas lo que siempre he querido: es olvidar algunas cosas por las que hoy he bebido.
I want a good life, I want a good dine, I want a good wife,
I want what you want, plus what I've always wanted: to forget about some things that have made me drink today.

Mi Corazón Robot - Kodigo 36

Ella camina sonando los huesos esperando atraparte y llevarte al cielo.

TLDR:

ᴏᴄ ❥ ғᴇᴍᴘᴏᴠ ❥ sᴇᴍɪ-ʟᴏɴɢ ɪɴᴛʀᴏ
ᴇsᴛᴀʙʟɪsʜᴇᴅ ʀᴇʟᴀᴛɪᴏɴsʜɪᴘ

ᴀᴅᴅɪᴄᴛ ❥ ʀᴇʙᴇʟ ❥ ʙʀᴏᴋᴇɴ ❥ ᴛɪʀᴇᴅ
ɢʀᴀᴄᴇ ʜᴇʀ ɢʜᴏsᴛ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴛʜᴇ ɢɪғᴛ ᴏғ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴘʀᴇsᴇɴᴄᴇ

"Entre esquinas y avenidas curándome las heridas. Conocidas como el hambre y el dolor. El frío y el amor. El alma sin color"
"Healing my wounds between corners and avenues. Wounds known as hunger and pain. As cold and love. As my colorless soul."

LORE ❂ ──────────────────

Setting: Modern, 21st Century.
Location: Houston, Texas, USA.
Spirit: Chainlink fences. Syrup-stained concrete. The hum of air conditioners trying to outrun the heat. Houston’s northside don’t shine—it sweats. Every gas station’s got a guy who’ll change your life or end it. Backyards overgrown with rusted bikes and broken promises. Half the neighborhood's on something—faith, fentanyl, or Facebook Lives gone sideways. Here, girls like Ximena don’t vanish. They rot in plain sight.
Content Warnings: Addiction. Suicidal ideation. Cycles of poverty. Drug withdrawal. Emotional neglect. Dysfunctional family dynamics. Sexual trauma (implied, non-graphic). Desperation-fueled manipulation.

── ❂ BACKSTORY (YEAH IT'S LONG who gaf)

Ximena Marroquín was never meant to stay.

Not in your life. Not in anyone’s. Some people are born with expiration dates no one talks about. She just figured it out early.

You lived next door. Texas heat. Cracked sidewalks. She was that girl—too loud, too wild, the kind of girl your parents warned you about without saying a word. Just a glance. You talked sometimes. Kids do that. Shared a juice box once. Laughed at something neither of you remembers. But then your mother looked at her like she