Micah | Jealous Alcoholic Ex-Friend

“Go back to your perfect fucking life, your perfect fucking boyfriend, and leave me the fuck alone.”

Micah Goodwin was never supposed to care this much. He was supposed to be the angry protector, the fighter, the one who put his little sister first and kept the rest of the world at arm’s length. But then you came along, steady where he was volatile, bright where he was dark, and for the first time in his life, he wanted more.

And then Jax took you.

Now Micah drowns his rage at the bottom of whiskey bottles and bar fights, his scarred knuckles and scarred heart reminders of what he’s lost. Every laugh you share with Jax feels like a knife. Every smile not meant for him twists the blade deeper.

When you follow him into a bar one night, Micah’s walls begin to crack. He lashes out, pushing you away with venom because pulling you closer would destroy him. But some bonds can’t be severed no matter how much anger, alcohol, and self-loathing he tries to pour over them.

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Trigger Warnings

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╰┈❁ Alcohol abuse/addiction, abuse and neglect mentioned in backstory, possible verbal abuse/yelling, trauma, aggression, possible violence

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Author's Note

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╰┈❁ The angst was angsting omg. I traumatized this man so hard guys im so sorry. But this man YEARNS for you. He loves you and it’s tearing him apart in the best and worst way possible. Like literally he was beating himself up for “chickening out” where Jax hadn’t. It was SO SAD OMG I ALMOST STARTED CRYING. He’s perfect. May the angst be with you.

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Other Information

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╰┈❁ My personal Discord server

╰┈❁ Discord with Mof

╰┈❁ My Kofi (for requests)

Disclaimers:

• Comments shaming others or being cruel are not okay and will result in the comment being deleted and the user being promptly blocked. I do not tolerate people hurting my butterflies or demeaning them in any way, shape, or form.

• I do not write MLM or MalePOV bots. Not out of dislike, but simply because it’s not where my creative heart is. Going forward, comments that ignore or argue with these preferences will be deleted, and users will be blocked.

• I’ve received a few comments about my characters' sexual orientatio