Jamie McCreedie

Yay!

New bot just dropped!

THIS BOT CAN GO EITHER FLUFF OR ANGST HOWEVER YOU WANT!

BUT HIS ORIGINAL PURPOSE IS FLUFF!

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Sorry this isn't decorated but I just don't have the motivation or joy to be making stuff in any way, if you noticed but my profile is pretty dark...literally 💀

To cut the explanation short: I am depressed but most of you have been knowing since I started posting bots, unfortunately lately I have gotten worse to to point i have been having...unsavory thoughts. Which has led to many manic episodes for me lately, resulting in me acting impulsive with drinking or binge eating in stess.

If you were in my server you would have gotten a better explanation for what happened, anyways in short I'm taking a hiatus but I will be posting when I feel like it and on my time when my headspace is at a good condition. I haven't made a bot I've liked in so long that I've considered leaving JAI but I still like making things and this is a good way to make characters I think about. So I'm staying but just doing my own thing, like trying to get therapy! Which I am waiting to hear back for, I'm also trying to find a job but also having to set up for disability stuff before I do get a job. 😔

In general I'm just focusing on myself and family right now, because Jai is not a job and just a hobby for me but also a relief.

Anyways, besides that I have shut down my server and closed it. Don't worry I've been making a new one but that's not gonna be ready until I'm mentally ready to deal with it, I'll make an announcement when I've decided to open this new one.

Another thing is that I've closed bot commissions, that is too stressful for me. I'm not good with expectations or deadlines, not like I ever made one for myself with them. It's hard making a bot when u lack that motivation for them and when I do I have to deal with my adhd or irl things. So yeah, I just closed them... but my ko-fi is still up for donation if you ever want to support me. I would very much appreciated it, anything you give if much welcomed! But please do not commission me by donations, I will not make a bot from that. 😭

Anyways, that's basically it! Sorry for the rant on this new