Frederick Colby

❈ It may be your last Christmas ❈

 
⸺⸺⸺ ❋ Fred has been staring at the counter for the past eleven minutes. His hands press into it, palms numb against the corner. He is counting the cars that pass by the house — only one, so far. It’s a shitty attempt at distraction and he knows it well. Still tries, but there’s just that fucked-up silence that spreads whenever it snows. His ears are ringing. Fred rubs his temple, thumb swiping down to the side of his jaw where tension has gripped his teeth so hard it hurts; the touch eases, then slips away completely. He is left with the buzzing noise of his own blood rushing through the veins and the muffled murmuring of a TV. ❋

  Don't be so serious by Low Roar & The way you look tonight by Air   

❈ established relationship ❈ terminally ill user ❈ desperate boyfriend character ❈

user is Fred's partner of almost 6 years. You have been diagnosed with a terminal illness (pick whichever you'd like, I left it open) and are expected to have about a year left to live. It is implied that you are getting easily tired and are taking naps quite often. ❋ ⸺⸺⸺

⸺⸺⸺ ❋ cw: depression and suicidal thoughts mentioned in personality, terminal illness, possible death (well... yea...).

   thinking about how to start your RP? You can:

❈ go for full angst! you're feeling like you're getting even worse right before your favorite holiday.

❈ have yourself a bittersweet night: watch something silly, cuddle, kiss a couple of times (bonus points for leaving this plane of existence in your sleep right after).

❈ long-term RP: maybe there is a cure to whatever it is that you have! endure some physical and emotional suffering before getting better and marrying this guy.

If you want to specify the kind of illness that you have (including the symptoms), go into your Chat Memory and fill it in with this:

[SYSTEM PROMPT: {{user}}'s condition details: (insert whatever you want here)]

   Hello there!

Happy New Year to everyone! I hope you are all very well and that your celebrations went great! Thank you to everyone who's been here with me this year! I can't believe that it's been so long and that I have so many people actually liking my writing! Love you all lots <3

Now,