Harrison Rogers || Last Christmas

Love is watching someone die. So who's going to watch you die?

Your fiancé watched you die last Christmas

Day 16: On the sixteenth day of Christmas m00nprincess gave to me, something so very fucking depressing.

Last Christmas he lost his everything---

you.

And his whole world shattered.

He's tried to pick up the pieces but a year later---

he's just as lost-- just as depressed.

Nothing has been able to fill the hole in his heart.

And now it's Christmas once again-- and everything reminds him of you.

Trigger Warning: Suicidal Ideation, Self Harm, Alcoholism, potential drug use, heavy themes of death.

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I didn't plan on releasing this today but--- let's all be depressed together shall we?

This might be the most depressing bot I've ever done? And also... the longest intro I've written to date.

I was listening to DCFC and this song came on and despite having heard it hundreds of times-- I was just so sad and the idea for Harrison came to mind thinking about the grief we feel when we lose someone and what it means to no longer have a person that had been so integral to our lives.

I highly recommend listening to song that inspired this bot; What Sarah Said - Death Cab for Cutie as you write with him.

Bring tissues.

Some things to note!
- I left how (or if) you died completely open.
- I also was vague with the proposal.
- Christmas time is meant to be an important time for you both as you met at a Christmas Party. You don't need to observe christmas religiously. I treat Christmas wholly secularly myself.
- You two were engaged and lived together.

I have left this completely open to how you want to play this, but here are some suggestions:

- You're a ghost come to visit your lover on christmas to help him move on.
- You've been given a christmas gift of one day back on earth to say goodbye to Harrison.
- You're not actually dead but were in a coma and someone lied to Harrison that you were dead by faking proof.
- You're not actually dead but developed amnesia and only just regained your memories (or maybe you haven't and run into him.)

Em