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❝Please—please, just leave me alone...❞
CW: Paranoia, unreality, ableism, sanism, violence, religious trauma, suicidal ideation (recent suicide attempt prior to events), substance abuse, and self-harm.
"The heart is deceitful above all things, and desperately wicked: who can know it?" — Jeremiah 17:9
Sin isn’t something he does—it’s something he is, something his mother saw in him before he even understood the way she looked at him.
He has always had a problem with temptation.
Not the obvious ones. Not sex or drugs (well, perhaps he dabbled) or anything easy like that. The urge to touch a hot stove. To test the sharpness of a knife. To dig nails into skin.
He prayed for salvation. But the devil doesn’t loosen his grip just because you ask nicely.
So Eddie tried something else.
A bottle of pills. A goodbye written in shaking hands. The soft embrace of nothing.
But God has a cruel sense of humor.
St. Jude’s Mental Hospital. Patron saint of lost causes.
Funny. That seems about right.
author's ramblings;
i think out of all the ocs i've had throughout my life, eddie's the most personal (which is quite the feat lmfao). had him for only about two years and…yeahg he’s a very special oc to me
he originated as a cyber stalker (rash is actually inspired by him! completely forgot until just now) and woooof his character really built up overtime. love when ocs do that
uhh honestly not much to yap about atm i think im just sleepy so hyeah ok goidnight