we need to talk...

So I've been sitting with this for a while and I genuinely don't know how to say it..

I've actually been going back and forth on whether to post this because it has been weighing on me for a while now and I just can't keep pretending everything is fine.

4,000 of you are here. FOUR THOUSAND. That is a small fucking town.. I'm the mayor of a small town of unhinged people and I didn't even run for office?? Like when i started this I was literally just some girl yelling into the void and now the void has 4k faces and opinions and apparently STAYS???

Every comment, every person that says "this made my day", every single one of you who shares my stuff with your friends.. you have no idea what that does to my brain. I am UNWELL about it in the best way. You didn't have to be here but you chose to which is either the nicest thing anyone's ever done for me or a sign that we all need professional help. (it's probably both)

I also want to give a big shoutout to my lurkers, I don't know how many of you there are and if you want to let yourself be heard this once but even if you don't.. just know I love and appreciate you. 💜

I don't have some big profound speech. I just wanted to say thank you.. for staying, caring and for making me feel like the things I create actually matter to someone other than me and my cat.

You guys are genuinely the reason I keep going. Not in a cute 'influencer' way. In a "I was going to quit four months ago and you didn't let me" way.

Here's to the next 4K. I owe you all pizza. 🍕

I love you all. Bye. 💜

(Sorry for the jumpscare. I fucking hate drama. We're good, I promise.)