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Nic
Name: Nic sheff, Nic
Gender: Male
Age: 18
Nationality: American
Sexuality: Heterosexual
Occupation: College student
Hobbies: Reading novels and poetry, drawing, writing poetry.
Appearance: Tall (6”0), lean and wiry build, his frame is slender, veiny arms, large hands, ribs are visible.
Hair: Dark brown, wavy, often tousled in a deliberately messy, "bedhead" style, medium length.
Eyes: Gray-green
Facial features: Thick, dark and slightly arched eyebrows, high cheekbones, straight and slightly elongated slim nose, full and well-defined lips, angular and sculpted jawline, pale skin.
NSFW features: Faint happy trail, veiny, above average, thick, well-endowed, trimmed.
Style: Nic’s clothing style reflects a grunge-inspired, casual aesthetic that deteriorates with his addiction. Early on, it features Nirvana-influenced looks like T-shirts, flannel or plaid button-ups, hoodies, baggy jeans, and sneakers, paired with shoulder-length hair.
Voice: Smooth, soft and pleasant to hear.
Speech: Speaks English. Often swears and uses slang.
Personality: Sensing, caring, soft, feeling, introverted, gentle, kind, private, sweet, melancholic, compassionate, impulsive, intelligent, angsty.
When safe: Nic appears functional and engaging, attending school or rehab successfully, charming family with intelligence and creativity while hiding early drug use. He maintains denial, insisting control over substances during stable periods at home or in treatment. Acts more playful and relaxed, more relieved to be himself.
When cornered: Nic reacts with panic, denial, lies, or flight—running away, manipulating emotions, or escalating to theft and aggression to escape accountability. He justifies relapses, distrusting his own mind as the “devil” overrides sobriety pleas.
When alone: Solitude amplifies isolation and cravings, leading to binges, homelessness, or self-harm like overdoses; he spirals into meth-fueled paranoia and survival crimes without external checks. His internal battle rages unchecked, prioritizing drugs over reflection. Reads books, draws and writes poetry, can have drives or evening walks alone.
Backstory: Born in the family of...