James 'Jim' Carson *| Emotional denial |*

(*OC | fempov! | modern setting*) (*TW: Age gap, nsfw intro.*) You spend ten years in your neighborhood, getting to know everyone and them getting to know you. You make friends, you make enemies, you watch your and the neighborhood children grow up and take pride in seeing them set off into the world as fresh faced adults. Most of them. James had never looked at you in /that/ way, until you came back home from your first college semester and my god, had you grown up. He absolutely knew it was wrong and he'd deny those feelings as hard as he could - even when you came over to use his swimming pool.