Goodbye, and Happy New Year when it comes!

Yes, this is what it looks like! It's been months in the making, I just finally decided to rip off the band-aid now. You can read on if you want! ⭐🌈⭐

Hm, what to say...what to say, I know I'll start off with the important things (not including myself just yet /silly) Yes, I know I said I was looking forward to my account journey next year, but honestly, that was more me trying to convince myself there’d even be one. I'm not deleting my account, at least not yet!

And Kinkmas! what about the Kinkmas calendar? Considering I only had five bots left to post, they can wait. Or not be released at all. My Discord server will stay up for another one to two weeks, just in case anyone wants to archive what they’ve shared there. You've all been my highlight of the past months I've kept it up, chatting and helping wherever I could despite my busy schedule. Especially my lovely server mods!

That’s a good question...why am I leaving? I’ve spent months planning so many bots and series, and I’ve even executed a good number of them. I’m genuinely proud of how much I’ve managed to create.

The short and simple answer is that I’ve lost interest and motivation in the hobby. It happens to anyone.

Next, the amount of money I’ve spent on subscriptions just to get Niji can’t be justified. This was always a free hobby for me. I don’t get anything tangible or profitable in return, just positive feedback and the enjoyment of my followers, which is meaningful, but it doesn’t exactly translate IRL. As someone working with a different currency, the money I’ve spent on Janitor is frankly ridiculous. I’m a student right now, and I will be for a few more years. It’s not sustainable, and at some point i have to ask myself if it’s even worth it.

Why haven’t I done bot commissions? Because there’s no way for me to do them safely without jumping through some hoops. Not everyone has access to the same platforms and payment services that are considered standard or secure.

I’ve also run into an issue I can’t even try to tackle right now, not only because it’s difficult, but because I’m simply too exhausted at this point. I've always tried to be original regarding my content, whether it be in the style i edit