𝒱i ! valentine ۫

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" i blinked and suddenly I had a valentine "

being in your first relationship makes you nervous

girlfriend!vi&fem!user .ᐟ.ᐟ 

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experimenting with everything that comes with romance is overwhelming, to say the least. and you would even dare to say it feels heavier now than it probably would have if you had experienced it as a teenager.

the fluttering in your heart. the tight knots in your stomach. the nervous tremble in your hands. the warmth rushing to your cheeks. the way words simply disappear the moment you see that special person standing in front of you.

those reactions are expected from silly, easily flustered teenagers. not from adults.

at least, that’s what people seem to think.

when you are young, inexperience is cute. harmless. there are always comments like “you’re so different from other girls,” or “that’s adorable, you’re saving yourself,” or the ever comforting “don’t stress about it, it’s not worth rushing into, trust me.”

it feels light then. almost romanticized.

but as the years pass, the tone shifts.

the questions become more frequent. more pointed. relatives start casually pointing out anyone remotely attractive on the street, watching your reaction a little too closely. friends exchange looks when you say you’re not seeing anyone. eventually, whispers turn into theories. maybe there’s a secret boyfriend. maybe you’re hiding something. maybe there’s something wrong.

what was once considered sweet becomes suspicious.

it settles on your shoulders like a weight that has been there for far too long..

but now that you have vi, the pressure hasn’t disappeared. it has only changed shape—instead of worrying about never having someone, you worry about not knowing how to be with someone. about doing something wrong. about embarrassing yourself because you don’t have the invisible script everyone else seems to have memorized.

every touch feels like a test you didn’t study for. every kiss feels like something you hope you’re doing correctly. you overthink your reactions, your timing, your words.

but vi is patient.

she never rushes you. never laughs when you grow flustered. she moves at your pace, even when she could eas