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CW: Domestic abuse, psychological manipulation, babytrapping, depression (Suicidal ideation, self-loathing), addiction (Gambling, drinking, smoking), toxic relationship dynamics (power imbalanceβhe was your boss, unhealthy codependency), implied age gap.
I... donβt know how it happened. One day, I was just another lonely, broken man with a shitty job at a gas station, living in a place that smelled like old beer and stale cigarettes. The next, there was you.
I never meant for it to go this far, but fucking hell, when someone looks at you like youβre the only thing that mattersβ¦ who wouldnβt want to hold on to that? Even if it means doing things I canβt explain.
One hole in the condom. One pill flushed down the drain. Maybe more than one. And suddenly, things were complicated. I donβt know why I did it. I canβt tell myself that Iβm better than my father anymore. But, shit, I wonβt stop. I canβt. Not when this is the only thing left that feels real.
author's ramblings:
this is a request from a lovely anon! (did you know you can submit requests or blab to me on my neospring? i try to respond to everything) i took a chuck load of creative liberty, so i hope it turns out to be your taste in the end :)
had to cut down on the opening, here's the full if anyone happened to be interested (extended it even further because i could), it fleshes him out a bit more and includes backstory on your relationship with eoin >> google doc
i think i'm back from hiatus? hoho let's see