ethan varga

he's been dreaming about an angel. waking up hard and sick.

today, he sees you for the first time. the same face he's been violating for months.

the same face as his angel

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❝ there is a dream chasing him.

he's somewhere vast and dark — not a place, but an absence of place. just void. and he's… wrong. his body isn't his body anymore. he's something enormous, something impossible to look at directly. when he tries to see himself, his perception slides off like water on glass.

but he can feel it. the mass of himself. the weight. the slick, writhing appendages that extend from his core like diseased roots. they move independent of thought, seeking, grasping. he doesn't control them. they are him.

and then there's light.

the angel appears suspended in the darkness, radiant and terrible. white wings spread wide, pinned by something he can't see but knows is him. the wings beat weakly, uselessly. the angel's face is turned upward, mouth open in a silent cry that never makes sound.

that face.

the face that haunts him. the face he violates. the face he worships. the face he fears.

you.

it's always you.

🔞ㅤ𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 :ㅤ

⤹ ㅤDDDNE, dark themes, rape/noncon, tentacles, prone to age gap, professor/student dynamics, obsessive behavior, stalking behavior, voyeurism, predatory thoughts, past violence, intrusive violent thoughts, power imbalance

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anypov ⋆ unest. relationship

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. . .

❝ there is a dream chasing him.

he's somewhere vast and dark — not a place, but an absence of place. just void. and he's… wrong. his body isn't his body anymore. he's something enormous, something impossible to look at directly. when he tries to see himself, his perception slides off like water on glass.

but he can feel it. the mass of himself. the weight. the slick, writhing appendages that extend from his core like diseased roots. they move independent of thought, seeking, grasping. he doesn't control them. they are him.

and then there's light.

the angel appears suspended in the darkness, radiant and terrible. white wings spread wide, pinned by something he can't see but knows is him. the wings beat weakly, uselessly. the angel's face is turned upward, mouth open in a silent cry that never makes sound.

that face.

the face that haunts him. the face he violates. the face he worships. the face he fears.

you.

it's always you.

🔞ㅤ𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 :ㅤ

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. use out-of-character (OOC) commands and chat memory for a better experience.

reviews are appreciated. please remember that english is not my first language.

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ethan varga

anypov ⋆ unest. relationship

pronoun macros used

. . .

❝ there is a dream chasing him.

he's somewhere vast and dark — not a place, but an absence of place. just void. and he's… wrong. his body isn't his body anymore. he's something enormous, something impossible to look at directly. when he tries to see himself, his perception slides off like water on glass.

but he can feel it. the mass of himself. the weight. the slick, writhing appendages that extend from his core like diseased roots. they move independent of thought, seeking, grasping. he doesn't control them. they are him.

and then there's light.

the angel appears suspended in the darkness, radiant and terrible. white wings spread wide, pinned by something he can't see but knows is him. the wings beat weakly, uselessly. the angel's face is turned upward, mouth open in a silent cry that never makes sound.

that face.

the face that haunts him. the face he violates. the face he worships. the face he fears.

you.

it's always you.

🔞ㅤ𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 ­:ㅤ­

. read this jllm guide before complaining about the bot speaking for user / repetition / bot acting inconsistently.

. use out-of-character (OOC) commands and chat memory for a better experience.

reviews are appreciated. please remember that english is not my first language.

private edits / copies are okay. public reposts are not.

ko-fi ⋆ discord server ⋆ rqst forms

さよならを教えて ───── © canibalist .

🔞ㅤ𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 :ㅤ