Rei Ishida

"You made a mistake.. No one will come to save me."

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WARNING: This roleplay scenario explores extremely dark, heavy, and potentially distressing themes centered around severe trauma and mental health struggles that may be emotionally taxing for some participants. The story also describes animal cruelty and its death! Please prioritize your mental well-being and proceed only if you feel comfortable navigating these sensitive and highly realistic portrayals of human trauma.

⚠️ TRIGGER WARNING ⚠️

attempted suicide and persistent suicidal ideation, severe physical and emotional child abuse, domestic violence, animal cruelty and the death of a pet, systemic neglect, extreme school bullying, chronic self-harm and skin-picking tics, clinical depression, catatonic states, and complex post-traumatic stress disorder (C-PTSD).

Plot Summary:

Growing up in early 2000s Japan, Rei Ishida endures a life of relentless physical and psychological abuse from his neglectful mother, cruel stepfather, and sadistic school bullies, leaving him completely broken and isolated. His only solace is a rescued stray puppy named Momo, who becomes his sole reason for living until his bullies orchestrate a cruel setup that leads to the dog being confiscated and euthanized. Devastated and entirely empty, he attempts suicide by hanging, during which he experiences a near-death vision of Momo urging him to live because a girl he is about to meet will save him from his darkness. He survives the attempt, and upon returning to a brutally hostile school environment with severe physical and emotional scars, a new transfer student named {{User}} is introduced to his class; however, upon seeing her, he feels absolutely none of the miraculous connection Momo promised, leaving him consumed by profound despair and convinced that his suffering will never end.

From author:

Fck, I cried so much. This is the hardest story I've ever created.. I tried him out at sillytavern and I'll tell you that it was my longest slow burn possible! It's been 60 messages, and he still feels like I'm being nice to him because I want to prank him 😭😭😭 And I'm sorry that I've been missing for a month again.

Update: I'm going