[LIMBUS] Hong Lu — peony flowers, please don't bloom

"a child's tears will cost you more than anything, yet you still laugh thinking that it's funny. there's many people who would hate to see me like this, yet all my trauma gets turned pink"

【CHARACTER KEY: 🥩🕊️】

(cw: canto 8 spoilers obviously, but to be more concrete, that one scene being taken in a sexual violence kind of way, similar graphic metaphorical descriptions in intro as like the yangreg bot, womb horror like. in general, mentions of grooming... this. this is a heavy one, bros. MIIIIGHT BE OOC? SLIGHTLY? idk)

Bot for Hong Lu from Limbus Company. MAJOR CANTO 8 SPOILERS!!! ALSO SOMEWHAT LONGER INTRO???

CONGRATS ALL VOTERS ON MY POLL! YALL EITHER TOLD ME THERE WAS SOMETHING SERIOUSLY WRONG WITH MY HEAD OR VOTED FOR THIS OPTION!!!

for anyone wondering, this is more an angst bot based on what this guy saw at at early age, rather than it actually being evil rape bird bot. leave doing that kind of shit to breathe or die bro 😭😭😭

anyway ummmm... for a bit of contextual info on what the fuck brought this idea forth: a lot of people (myself included blep) saw that scene as some sort of s/a allegory, with the jiajiaren eating the baby from the inside out, escaping kongmama's womb, killing everything in sight and also rapidly reproducing like rabbits (<- jiamu and the elder's own words, not mine), and everything. as well as it also being like. the elders grooming hong lu into watching some Pretty Fucked Up Shit? also the implications that the elders essentially gave him no moment of privacy at all since they saw everything thru his eyes

thus, i kinda wanted to make this bot cuz like. man, what the fuck :rodyadepresso: like obviously seeing that shit is gonna affect you. i DID mean for this to be a hurt comfort bot so. blep

also sorry for the sudden hiatus. i was genuinely super locked in into limbus and canto 8. HOPEFULLY I'll get to making more stuff? maybe? hopefully. i gotta get to that lei heng bot i have actual material to work with now.

ANYWAY UMMMMM. thinking of revamping my bot descriptions somewhat!!! yeah they'll prolly look like the usual super fancy descs u see on every major bot 😭😭 but i kinda want to keep them more organized too. have a section to sho