Get comfy, and lets have a small chat :)

Surprise! Another announcement bot amongst announcement bots.

I don't even know how to start this message off yet, to be fair. So to begin, I'd like to outline the three main things this bot contains and what we'll be talking about, while I try to keep this as short as possible.

[ I failed at keeping it short PFFFT. Sorry, this is long. ]

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What this message covers:

1. Small recount on what's been happening on J.AI

2. Why I've been gone

3. What's next for me.

To start.. I'm sure that many of you have already seen Mikale's announcement by now; And if you haven't, I highly recommend reading it. But please be prepared bbs, it's a heavy message, and it reveals some difficult truths in the behind-the-scenes of Janitor. It made me feel genuinely upset, and so honestly, it's been a lot difficult to process as a whole, haha.

And because of all the things that's happened and the fallout, I've been feeling a little uneasy about posting here. It's just added just a little bit of a mental strain on my brain ahehe. Right now, I don't really feel like I can create or show up for my content the way I used to. Not with everything going on.

Why I'll be gone, again.

Aside from the recent events with janitor, I fear that I'm going quiet because I've been dealing with my own things. School has been draining, and I'm not in the right mental space to really create the way I used to. I need to rest.

And I know this part is a little silly, but it’s just how I feel and have been feeling for such a long, long time. I didn't know where to place it before, but I think I'm a tad bit over in overthinking it: I've been creating and posting weekly out of fear of being forgotten. Out of the fear of being irrelevant. And yes, okay, I enjoyed it at some point, but at times, even I've failed to really hide how I've burned myself doing it, ahehe :')) [shorter creators notes, less yapping, all of that.]

So I'm taking an indefinite break.

I know I've done this before, and I'm sorry if it's starting to feel repetitive, but this time feels really different. This decision to take this break has been building up for a while now, even before everything that's been happening currently.

It won't be for forever, obvious